so sorry for not updating my blog in a long time...
actually there's so many things that i want to share here
so, don't waste a time and let's start!
my last post was on January...
and within that month too, my very best friend, nurul hidayah bt ali, lost her lovely mum..
her mum suffered breast cancer since last yer and i really shocked by the time she told me bout her lost...shocked and sad..yeah,,too sad...coz i know how's she felt dat tme..how close dayah wif her mum...how sad she is since the cancer attacked her mum...almost everynite she pray for her mum...and thank Allah, for giving dayah a chance to be wif her mum until her last breath,,,
al-fatihah to allahyarhamah mahani...
p/s:and i felt very sorry for not being there...
then on february...
i continued my internship as usual....
and i still remember when i got scolded from my boss...
and it was my first time crying at the workplace..
it's all because of the shipping quotation that i'm not supposed to do but i've to..
since my snior mnger took an emrgncy leave, so my boss asked me to cover for her place..
i just followed what she told me since i dun have any idea what it's all about..
without any explaination and only instruction, i manage to get things finished by 5.30 pm..
i explained to my boss what i've done and suddenly she went mad at me jz bcause
i can't answer her question,,,
boss, what did u expect from me? u asked me to explain on the entire process of sending mails by surface from msia to australia?? why don't u asked urself how come u dunno bout these after serving for more that 20 years? how could u yelled at me..a practical student that only given instruction wif no explaination for that task...how could u mad at sumeone who only start working to answer n explain to u the process that need specific courses to learn?
did u realize that the person u were scolding n yelling was actually an outsiders that need guidance especially when she replaced ur snior mnger's work...how could u boss...
after that incidents, i learnt so many things bout my boss...
i felt sorry wif other staff too by the time they get scolded in front of others...
i can see how stressful they are when u're around and how peaceful the office whenever u're not around...i know this is what we called a challenge..but u must always remember...to generate productivity, u need a caliber staff...in order to have a caliber staff, u need to have a good relation wif ur staff first...they are humans wif lots of feeling....and i believe...with good relation and connectivity between bosses and staffs..both of them will unite to strive for excellence...am i rite?
now, it's end of march...
i can't wait to finish my internship here....
and at the same time, i feel sad too since i've closed r'ship wif the staff there..
kak mona, kak malina, kak idaura, en omar, en razmi, en azwan, en aswandi...
they are very nice and we just like fmily in the office...
if only my boss get transfer to other units, for sure i'll accept the offer...